Right after i wrote that last entry, i got the flu. i was in bed for three days but sick for a week. i am a terrible sick person, all i did was sleep, watch movies, and clean all my windows. i was so misserible because i could do nothing productive. i even stayed home from the ALC for a day.
it was a wakeup from the Lord though. He has been telling me to slow down but i never listened. so i deserved it. He has the best ways of getting our attention when we don't want to give it.